beautiful song! Ive got to admit not my typical chose of music but it speaks to me!! :)

THE BOREDNESS IS TAKING OVER!!! I HAVE NOTHING REALLY TO DO! and I really want to sleep but I cant because my dad woke me up and now  cant go back to sleep…  :/ Well the upside of things is that I’m sitting her with my little cousin Elijah watching cartoons! I FREAKIN LOVE CARTOONS LOL!!! :D *giggles*

awww!!!

whisperinglikeitsasecret:

• Biting
• Choking
• Scratching
• Restraining
• Whispering ‘fuck’
• Pulling hair

Then switching to:

• Slow
• Kissing
• Rubbing
• Wandering fingers

And back, with ease.

<3 i love this song thanks to you!!!

you walk throught the shadows never afraid of the dark..seeminly knowing everything that goes wrong, never look back never look forward…live now…live fast… 

[rought draft I might actually finnish it sometime :)]

Why can I look at you and see more than others do?

I see a soul without an end and a life without a start,

I can tell that existence is ripping you apart,

And still you smile,

You still have heart,

But I know there’re more,

Behind that false stoner’s art

I know you don’t really know me,

But I find comfort in your silent acceptance,

And it hurts me to see you put up your false pretence,

I wish I could hold you, fold you, and mold you,

Put you in a soft safe place,

Where no hurt would crease your beautiful face,

To me it’s just a disgrace,

Because I can see so much,

In one distant stare,

Wish I could make you see,

That I really care,

And I’ll always be there,

So you can count on me,

I’ll try to never leave,

And maybe I can make you believe…

And wear my heart,

On your sleeve…

I’ve been afraid of everything you’ve put in front of me, I opened my eyes and now I see,  but so many questions go through my head, what kind of life will I lead? I need another story to tell, to explain how I still feel like I fell, so tell me what you want to hear, something that’ll get rid of this fear, from all my sleeves I’ve stained red, from all the things left in my head, tell about all the times that I’ve bled…

[poem I wrote, I dont think its finnished yet lol]

JUDGE ME…

And I’ll prove you wrong,

Tell me what to do…

And I’ll tell you off,

Say I’m not worth it…

And watch where I end up,

Call me a BITCH…

And I’ll show you one,

Fuck me over?

And I’ll do it to you twice as bad,

Call me crazy?

But you have NO idea…  :)   

words cant explain this guy….but ill try…I wrote this alittle while ago…its kinda long lol…

…Breaking In…

He moves towards her
Her hands are shaking
Making a brief hush sound
With her finger against his lips
Touching her skin
Wanting to break in

The pain lies beneath her skin
The shame’s attached to her bones
He is breaking the silence
With a distorted sense of love
Feeling her skin
Trying to break in

She is holding her breath
Slipping further away
Ignoring what happens
While he tears her apart
Loving every minute of it

Dropping every sense of protection that she’s held before

Feeling as if he has open some door

Wanting only him and nothing more

And it doesn’t feel like sin

As he’s kissing her skin
He’s breaking in