(via purrson)
(via purrson)
(via purrson)
I can see colors,
But they flow right through me,
I can feel touches,
But they seem to give false comforts to me,
Blowing away all the things they do to me,
You can never make me leave,
I’m stronger than you believe,
I’m just wondering when you’ll begin to see…
So just take away your tensions,
And take away your scars,
Sick of all the false pretentions,
And seeing life through iron bars,
Forgetting the curses you mentioned,
Don’t really care, we’re slowly turning into the monsters that we are.
This room is full of oxygen,
But I can barely breathe,
Because of this vice grip hold,
You’ve got on me,
And everything I’ve wanted,
You’ve taken from me,
Grounded into the dirt,
Just to see how much I can take,
Before I hurt,
Finally found my reason to stay awake,
But you’re burning me at the stake,
Im drowning in all these things you still hold against me,
When will you ever just let me breathe?
Because you can’t save me,
So stop trying…
Do you see the life I lead, would you follow me until I’m done, and not get mad if I never won, holding close the memories, picking them apart in my mind till there’s none, floating fast away, couldn’t feel nothing on this day, and couldn’t tell you why I felt this way, just want to get my own home, some place that I could actually stay, and not feel the need to run away, over thousands of mountains that burn my feet, I had closed my eyes but now they’re opening and I don’t know if that’s a good thing…
Im not going to try anymore, The point is beyond me, Moving on seems to make more sense, why I held on for so long I dont understand, Im standing on a horizon, Looking at sunset, Standing here….wishing someone new would come and take my hand…
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
me asleep on the couch and my dad coming home and snuggling with me on the couch, I remember the smell of him and the feel of his scratchy chin and his leather jacket :]